the1warrior's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I had a different Idea in mind I had a different idea of how this night would end. I took her to see Eclipse. Twilight has been our thing since it came out...Love and passion proving deep. I used to read the books to her at night until she fell asleep. We went and it was good I wanted to feel that thing we feel when we know were here and together for a reason...as we were leaving she gave me attitude and we drove home in silence...When we got home she went right to sleep...I just don't get it. I am left here in this quiet house with dashed hopes of intimacy. Maybe I just expect too much because I give so much. I know I am not perfect by far...Always in search of that perfect feeling of joy and happiness mixed into with LOVE. My heart loves her deeply although my mind tells me somewhere that I know we are so different... What is a girl to do? Is it cliche to think that one day shell just awaken and be full of the same things I am? Or am I just plain kidding myself... Sometimes I just want to scream AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! 1:00 a.m. - 2010-07-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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